...one whole heck of a lot of things.
I don't understand why people I care for, who are kind, creative and good, aren't happy with their lives, aren't getting the love, recognition and appreciation they so deserve.
I don't understand why people who are selfish, manipulative and basically amoral seem to have vast cheering sections who will forgive them anything.
I don't understand how my life jumped the rails, how I turned my back on what was good and pursued dreams that turned out to be nightmares.
I don't understand partisan politics.
I don't understand why I fear tomorrow.
No, I take that last one back. I do understand why I fear tomorrow: I fear it because it will be no different from today.
But I do not understand why I was given the ability to see what is good and beautiful and right, but am not able to be a part of it, am not able to contribute to it.
Something is very wrong with this picture.
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