Friday, September 07, 2007

I love...

...nuh-uh, let's not go there.

I feel the need to say so, though it has been six years or more since I have said so to one, and two-plus years for the other. Neither would care to hear about it now.

Do you have any idea what a drag it is to be unable to express the best, most wonderful emotion of all? I hope not.

It makes you feel alone, is what it does. Alone, and worthless.

And perhaps a bit stupid, since the love is not, and never will be, returned.

Think about that for a moment. Imagine yourself ready to forgive those who have hurt you, ready to offer yourself to those who have forgotten you.

Pretty damn pathetic, no?

7 comments:

betty said...

The hardest thing in the world for me to do is say I love you. I don't know why..I try to do it with Paul and the kids but it's difficult for me.

Maybe someday you'll find someone who deserves those words from you. I hope so.

lowandslow said...

Looking back is often fun, but not always. Sometimes it can be destructive. Live for today, and hope for a better tomorrow.

kit said...

I know it's not the same, but Thing2 and I feel your love every day. And we are better for it.

Birdie said...

I can only agree with Lowandslow... you have more going for you then you know.....

Having someone doesn't always mean happiness....

sugarcane said...

I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU

Of course it's not the same as having someone with you, sharing your good days, your bad days, sharing a glass of wine, sitting quietly, etc. and feeling that love everyday. I know. You will find it Scrib.

DAL said...

I don't have anyone to say it too, either. Done and done. Maybe far into the future.

It sucks, eh?

John said...

Never will be returned? Can't know what will or won't happen. I hope not anyway.
I'd hate to think this is a permanent state of being. Maybe so.
Don't shut out what will be, unless you are just referring to the ones that got away. A future one might work out.