Tuesday, December 05, 2006

The inevitable...

...is about to happen. The situation I worried about two weeks ago is, without a miracle I neither believe in nor can allow myself to hope for, about to become reality.

The false commitment of an individual pushed me to the brink of despair; it seems almost certain that the false promises and un-businesslike behavior of my clients have, at last, broken me.

I'm sure this journal will be here 24 hours from now. I am not entirely sure I will be. If that happens, be assured that it will not be a voluntary departure.

I hope to return, in fact hope I won't have to leave, even for a day. But I can make no promises. I have no power to make promises.

It wasn't supposed to turn out this way.

11 comments:

Anne of Frank said...

oH my! I have no idea what might be goin on!!

MrScribbler said...

I'm sorry, Anne, I'm just too knotted up inside to talk about it. I will say it's not a health problem.

October said...

Whatever it is I hope that all will eventually work itself out... until then you are in my thoughts. O~

Anonymous said...

Take care my friend and I hope all turns out well.
Roz

Kim said...

Go smash some plates.... No go egg his house... No, go key his car.... No, go poo in some newspaper and set it alight on his porch...

In all seriousness, good luck with things Scrib. Hugs.

Birdie said...

last night I booked my ticket to come over again to CA.. it won't be until Feb 1, but seeing you again is on my agenda!! {{{hugs}}}

betty said...

Please don't sound like that! Please don't go anywhere..things will get better! {{{hugs}}}

Kashew said...

I'd lend you a hand if I knew what to do...instead I'll send you my best wishes. sounds so ominous...

Anonymous said...

Hang in there, Scribs. I hope things improve for you. You will be in my thoughts today..

Gill

KauaiFinn said...

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT IS GOING ON??????

Scribbler, what ever it is: PLEASE don't dispair so much!!!

If worse comes to worse: move here to Kauai. it really is begining to sound like you need a dose of Kauai's magic... and it's here for the taking, it you want it.

and of course i would be more than happy to do what i can to help.

aaaaaand, the Garden Island Newspaper is always advertising that they are in need of help. i believe you might be the right one to fill a position there. :-)

c'mon! life is short! get your credit card out and book a ticket to Kauai! HEY!! We can do CHRISTMAS TOGETHER!!! i don't have anyone to celebrate with... so come spend x-mas with me!!!

and PM me your phone number so i can call u over the weekend. (if u want....)

*hugs* and alooooha!

Justfly said...

Scrib....hey, I like the offer KauaiFinn gave you. I can see you right now sitting in a lounge chair at the beach writing stories for the Garden Island Newspaper! Go for it!