I mean it. Whatever force has laid two hellish weeks on me can stop now. Really.
I get the point. I got it during the last two years, which have not exactly been a bed of roses. Thorn-free roses, anyway.
If the object is to get me thinking about turning out the lights here and going out in search of a nice bridge to live under, success has been achieved.
Once again, I'm in full write-delete-write-delete mode. It might be helpful to explain why I've reached the limits of endurance -- beyond events already chronicled here -- but I just can't do it.
Let's say that what I haven't screwed up has been screwed up for me. What I haven't thrown away has been taken away.
Matters have progressed past any point where good advice and pep talks might tilt matters in my favor. What I need is results. More, I need specific results. As much as I know the possible sources for same, I know with equal clarity that none are forthcoming.
I'm in full Howard Beale-mode tonight.
I'm mad as hell, and I'm not going to take it any longer.
Unfortunately, there's no Faye Dunaway around to turn a breakdown into a success this time, Jim.
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